I am putting on a smile

I am putting on a smile
cause thats all I know what to do

My friends think I am acting
and that I am not OK
They say i am going to broke down
that I shouldn't hide my feels
They tell me my life is so perfect
That there is something I am hiding

But I am OK
And I am not acting
Or hiding anything
I am having the best time
I am more happy then I ever was
My life maybe perfect in there eyes
But its far for being perfect to me

I only have a smile on my face
cause I see how much my family
And friends love me
And thats my way saying
Thank you for caring