There are no friends

I have No friends
I'm forgotten again
They say they care
But then I see
Never once I'm I thought of
You said we're friends
You lied to me once again
Why do I bother?
To be tortured again
I'm better off dead
No one cares for me
Empty words
Love with no meaning
Easy isn't it now
To say 'I love you'
It's easy when you don't mean it
But I'm sure you don't notice
I rolls off your tongue so easily
Do not say this isn't true
You know that this is
So stop saying I love you
It starting to make me sick
Empty bullets you shoot at me
Filled with nothing but air
I'd rather you take a gun to my heart
Place it on my chest so you won't miss
And pull the trigger slowly
And feel the gun blast through my chest
Because that's how I feel now
But you're just not killing me
Stop calling us friends because we are not
You don't care and I've given you my heart
You say you love me
But the word is meaningless to you
It is a fact I really have no true friends
So you who says you love me
Stop it please
Because one day if you don't kill me
I surely will