Rememer?

Remember the times when we fight?
when i think about it i couldn't sleep at night.
remember the things we shared?
i don't even know if i still cared.

remember when we shared secrets?
and how we kept it?
remember when i cried?
and how you wiped my tears dry?

remember the times when we laughed?
or cried?
remember the sad times?
and how you always said there'll be happy ones?

i didn't say goodbye
because i didn't want to see you cry.
i didn't give you ahug
because i was afraid it'll be the last one i'll have.

how i longed to see you again.
it sounds like you're no longer my friend.
how i longed to see you again.
it feels like the torture will never end.