Why

Why he
why my best friend
hwy has he done that
why did he tell everything to my mum..
while he doesn't want to tell his own mum he's gay..
I'm not allowed to tell his mum anything
while he tells my mum everything!
that i hate my life...
that i often cut my pulses..
can i still trust him?
why did you do this?
why did you make life harder than it is for me?