Confused

I don't know how i feel
Ive forgotten the feeling
the tears i drop on my wound
its no longer healing

Our friendship is a wound
that will close and open
which it will never long to stay shut
me.. you have forgotten

I lov... i cant say the whole word
it hurts inside
to say that i do
when love is what I'm trying to hide

I laugh and smile
once i turn around
the smile fades away
and hate this love i have found

Darkness surrounds the living
but pieces of my heart are broken
i need some love
so my closed eye can open...

we have some romantic realm
but it all comes to a screeching halt
we have our time
but it was all my fault