Loosing him (my best friend)

*I said I could not do it any more
*He said he did not care
*But I didn't know
*How much my heart would tear

*I have to go to school
*And sit by him in class
*I miss him so much
*I just want to use that piece of glass

*I cant believe hes gone
*He meant so much to me.
*I miss him being there
*You wouldn't believe how close we used to be

*But now I have to forget
*Hes gone and I cant get him back
*But when I see him
*My whole world turns black

*I want to know him again
*I want him to talk to me
*But it was my choice
*I'm sadder then I ever thought I
could be

*We were best friends
*I told him everything
*I miss my best friend
*He doesn't know how much sadness he brings.

*I cant take it any more
*I see him everyday at school
*So I cut myself
*I bleed so much I could fill a pool

*As I fade away
* my last memory will be
*Of him
*And how much he f**king hurt me.

** I told my all time best friend that I did not want to be friends with him any more now I want him back so bad!!!