A Dozen Times

A dozen times I've lied.
A dozen times I've hid my cries.
A dozen times I've done nothing, and a dozen times you've hurt me like it was nothing.
A dozen times I've looked at your face and every time you make me feel like a disgrace.
A dozen times you've put me down without even a little frown.
A dozen times I've seen you smile and i find myself wondering is it worthwhile?
And you know a dozen times I've been hurt and over a dozen times you've treated me like dirt.